its a new day

today is monday, everybody is in rush. many are going back to school. some with their jobs. and other have their own appointments. Monday is a busy day for the filipinos. but i feel sad today and a little depressed. and i can coup up with this one. thanks their is internet. at least somehow i could express my emotion through writing.
It was yesterday when i got back from the occasion. I felt a little tired but its ok. We had an audit last

Its a family reunion

today I prepare myself, because we are going to Olongapo City where my relatives on my mother side lives. We are going there because were gonna celebrate the birthday of my cousin, and thats tommorrow. Its also a reunion for us. Because its only happens so often. the last time I was there was 2 years ago so im pretty excited about it.
Im now in a cafe and waiting for my mother and brother. I dont have work today and for tommorrow. It will be great for me. but I was sleepy right now coz I dutied for 16 hours straight. Thats why i dont have work for today.
And the sky is not so good today. I hope it won't rain so we could have a nice travel.

i got late

today i woke up early coz i need to attend the meeting, i still got late but thanks coz the meeting didnt started yet when i came.
we talked about the store status and the coming outing for all the employees. we were so excited about it. i hope it will be memorable and possitive. I can still remember our alumni. i had a lot to write but my time is limited. I need to go back to the store before 2 pm. i Have a work today.
I invited some of my old classmates to my friendster so i could remember them and we could have at least communication with each other.
I also uploaded some of our pictures in the said event.
Gtg...

Our class alumni

last week i was emailed by my good friend and old classmate that we will having a alumni one feb 2 2008, and it was last night.
I refused to go to see my old classmate but then i decided to see them. it might be once in a lifetime. i just wanna know their personal lives now, their career, and if they have their own family.

I felt nervous and anxious about the reunion, i don't know if i need to wear a formal or what?
but then i decided to wear casual. we met in a bar. the meeting time was 6 pm but i got late and i came 7pm. while walking on my way to place where we will meet, i felt different. a little excited and a bit of nervous. but when i see them i lost all my mixed emotion. I smiled at them and i was a little shy. it was 10 years ago before we see each other again. we greet each other and ask how are they. their careers and if they have their own family. one of my classmate got 4 kids already and some are still single. others have their own good jobs and career.

Our old teacher came to our reunion, and i don't know if i will feel glad or mad when i see her. she was the one who always tease me when i was on high school. but i decided to keep silent and focus to my other classmate so she wont pause her attention to me.but then she saw me and say hi! she told me that i am taller now than before. and i just smiled.

When i got home i feel some joy in my heart. i really missed those times that we were together. for good or for bad. I missed those laughters and struggles.
Now we have our own lives. different paths and journeys of life. I hope that we will all be great in all those things that will come to our way.

hello everyone. today i just came from work. im looking for food but i see this internet cafe is still open thats why. yesterday i went to a wireless center to ask about their promo on a wireless internet. its like a small modem that you can bring whenever you want to surf. its great and practical. but when i ask about the price. its not worth it. its too expensive compare to my hourly rate in a cafe. i changed my mind on trying the promo. but i did'nt like it.
Meanwhile. i was a little tired right now from work. im a little sleepy and hungry. tommorrow it will be another day for me.
by the way im creating a new blog site. i hope i can make it in a short period of time

my mixed emotion today

Today I received a message from my highschool friend. She told me that we will be having a reunion in our batch. It was batch '98. its been a decade but my memories of my highschool life still remains in my thoughts. I feel nervous and little excited bout the reunion but i have some hesitations. I have some bad moments in my highschool life but my minds keep saying to attend the occassion. I really missed my high school life. It is the most memorable yet happy and sad.
I want to see my old classmates if they were married already. have their own family and carreer. I want to take pictures with them and post in here. If I wont go, I might missed an important event of my life. Im not sociable person and im a little shy. So Im thinking to go.
I hope it will result to good.

Overjoyed

im am very happy today you know why?

I woke up early this morning to meet my grand mother. actually she needs some financial help from me. actually its just to little to consider. While on my way, i remember those times that my grand mother take care of me when i was a kid. she's the one who brings me to school. shes always there when i need her.
I also remember that i always beside her whenever she go. she always go anywhere. from house to house to pray. there is a payment for this thing. but she was just an assistant. if i cant go with her. she always bring some food for me. I could say that i was her favorite grand son. Hehe.
Thats why i love her that much. although im 25, i could still appreciate all the things she did to me. and the love she to us.
Now shes getting older and older. she has a blurd sight and weak body. but still she is so talkative as she was before. and i always thinking of her. on how to help her. i can only support myself and i dont have that much to help her in everything that she needs.
But im still be thankfull coz she doesn't have any illnesses aside from her eye cataracts. I hope she could live longer and always healthier as she was.

when i learned biking

It was sunny day that morning, i just woke up early in the morning and i hear my playmates outside the house. Our house is almost near the road. And i was grade 5 that time. If im not mistaken Im 10 year-old.

My "lola"(grand mother) gave me an old "game 'n watch" came from my second cousin. I brought it outside so my playmates could play my game 'n watch. While were busy sharing that gudget, my other playmates are busy with their bikes. and i became interested to learn how to drive a bicycle. and my friends thought me how.

The soil are hard but it doesn't cemented. The place that i grew up was like a "barrio" and this was a long time ago.

While cycling the pedal of the bike. someone is on the back. for me not to fall or loose control. and they are telling me not to look on the wheel of the bike, but to look on my way. and don't be afraid if I would fall coz it the sign that Im learning the bike. after hours of training and i made it. I cant believe that I learned biking without falling down.

I realized that life is like biking. You are learning. each pedal that you make is another level. And dont be afraid if you fall. Coz its not the end of the world. You can still drive a bike as long as you like. And every bruise that you will have is equivalent to learning that you will become carefull and confident enough for every humps and odds on your way.

i was out of duty now. i8 only have 30 minutes, and im a little depressed coz of some troubles yesterday. but im ok now. we will having a meeting tom. about customer service and some updates. i hope it will be great and possitive. i have something to do with my profile but im running out of time. but maybe i could do it some other day.
my sistah called me a while ago and we talked about everything that matters to our family and her plans. i hope it will result possitive.

Our future plan

Last week, my sister called me from abroad. we talk about a lot of things like her condition there. there was a car accident happened to her and my auntie. but thank god coz their both safe. they just went to hospital for some examintaion to determine if their was some fracture or injury happend to them.. but they were ok.
We also talk about her future plans. and he told me that she want to do a business. She wanted to have an internet cafe coz its in demand here in our place. i told her that she needs a lot of money to make this business possible. and shes ready to do it. somehow im thinkin if this business will click and will grow and the capital will come back as soon as possible. im thinkin that it will be hard for me and for the business.
Hard for the business coz it will just earn a little percent of money vs. the capital. it will take a very long time before you get the capita. plus it will be harder for me coz its not my nature of business. what i wanted is like a customer related business. like a store.
The next day. i talk to my manager and share my plans. and he told me "why dont you try to franchise a convinience store. and i realized that its a nice business. all you need to do is to know the business. Somehow i liked the idea coz im a business minded person and i realized that it would be great if i offer it to my sister. i hope she would agree with my plan.

im happy i made it somehow

i just came from work today and i got here early. im happy coz somehow i updated my profile. i take more than a month to know and to update my profile. but now i was surprise that i made it on my own. im starting to learn things without asking help. lol. but i had a hard time with this one. hehe. . .

by the way im writing a story. this is my very first time that i wrote i story. actually i made a 2-page already and i hope it could be better. i will continue writing untill i finished it. my goal is to make it a 200 pages. and i hope i could finish it early this year and if critics and readers might like or somehow appreciate my novel that im writing. it would be great for me to write another one.
now im still updating my profile. as you can see theres a google search above that you can use ever you need some. have a nice day everyone. gud night.

i was absent for few days here.

hey guys how are you? the last time im here. i was improving my profile. i hope it would be better each time i blog here. i was busy with my job for sometime thats why i dont have time here. the last time i wrote that i had a problem with my job. i think its a little ok now. i hope it will do better. later we had an audit in our store and we had a shortage. it happened since i got there. they said that it was their first consecutive months that they had that kind of shortage. and thats the time i was hired by the company. i feel like a thief although i know myself more than anyone. i had a nice profile ever since i started working. but i know theres a lot of reasons why it happened. i hope next audit it will be a good news or result for us.

the latest photo

this was my latest pic on the boarding house i live with. its still my restday today so i really had the time surfing the net and to update my profile. im still confused how to ad an adsense to my account. im very confuse with the url. tommorow i will have my job. and im planning to have my own internet at home so i wont go to an internet shop.

my childhood days

when i was young, the world is so beautiful for me.
i can still remember it clearly.the moon at night, the sunset and the sunrise, the clouds and rainbows,shores and mountains that gives beauty to my soul. the drops of rain at night that create sound when it falls to the roof that gives me a good sleep. superheroes who builds my imagination, the planets that made me amaze, the glaring sun, and the space which strenghten my believe that there is a creator. the candies and chocolates that broke my teeth. my only pair of shoes, my one sided hair with baby oil and a touch of powder in my face before i go to school with my zest-o and 5 peso. not brushing my teeth is my bad habbit, picking nose in the public that i still do now (but often) my favorite x-men every friday. bioman, maskman and shaider at weekends. asking mom to catch me some dragonflies before she go to market. and pick some "chesa" for us to have something to eat.
in every morning i wake up, ill just fixed my bed and then eat my my breakfast before going to school. helping housechoirs and playing with my friends. life is so easy. no problem, no depression, no stress. all you need to do is to discover the world around you.
but as you grow, the things that beautifies your sould is fadin' coz you will realize that life does'nt stop there. its just the first stage of your life.
how i wish i could be just a kid forever...inoscent...simple living...happy...
unlike now...