book of life ...2005

many people says that our life is like a book. it has begining and it has an end. sometimes sad stories but most are happy ending. there is love, drama, action?, fantasy. we can also say that we can learn a lot from here. it nourish our minds. awaken us to whats happening around. it gives inspiration. it gives knowledge. we also use them as the basis in our daily lives. in conclusion, life have something in common with books.
but as i notice, its oakward to reality. books are created perfectly. before they publish, they undergo to a long process.
life is not a book that you can edit, erase, skip or remake it from the start. the author is the one who controls the story. he's the one who gives life to his creation.
life is reality, we controls our lives. we follow our destiny, we make a story and we do the history. weather its bad or happy. but we're trying to have a good one.
there are few people who can share their stories but they doesn't reveal and show all coz they're hiding their bad stories. they doesn't want the reader to get offended or say bad comments coz their intention is to give inspiration. still its not perfect.
i cannot say that my life is worst because i know each moment of my life i become a better person, a better me. theres a lot of chances came to my life but i lost them coz im holding for what i believing and i cannot take them back. well it's part of my "sad stories".
if we could only choose a life that we wanted. a life that we dreamed of. a life that will make us happy and will make us satisfied. like choosing a book we want to read.
if life could be just a book that u can get started
if life could be just a story from a book that u can edit and erase, that you can control and do the extremes.
in this world that we are moving on, we are not the main character. and all we can do is to do our part to the fullest. and we cannot deny our mistakes we've done. all we can do is to move on and recover.
and if life could be just a book. maybe most of us will buy their own and they will choose the best one. and i know what book it would be. a book that has happy ending...
if only...