when i was a kid, i always feel excited when Christmas is coming. our family gather together. my grandparents, my uncles, aunties, cousins and every part of the family are together. theres a game for us children. and the foods they prepared. i also expecting Santa for my gift. but it seems just a dream, anyway. every neighbors feels the same . were waiting for some fireworks and noise. everybody are happy and wishing for good luck for the coming year.
but its different now. if ill be emotional and sentimental, i might be crying right now coz i feel sad and its very different now. my family are apart from each other. specially my sister who stays in other country for quite a long time. she might be staying there for good and shell just be visiting us once a year. were now 4 in the family. me, brother, mother and sister who's apart from us. my father is separated from my mother 5 years ago for some big difficulties. this Christmas, i might not join my family to celebrate the season coz i might be on duty that time. i know my mother might feel sad and i know every christmas she cry because were not a complete family. we lived a simpler life but im longing for something else, the happiness that i felt before.
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